You sometimes wonder if I’m here. Am I a figment of your imagination? You look for proof of My existence inside and outside of you. This is merely a temptation knocking at your door. To overcome it, take the plunge. Act as if your whole life is on the line and give it to Me without counting the cost. Then you will know the reality of My presence through even the driest of times.
I feel like a carved out pumpkin. Nothing seems to register. If this is what You want, I gladly donate this shell of my being to You.